Hey, I just wanted to tell you a nice story about myself to encourage you not to give up. I'm 45 and have always wanted to have children. Unfortunately, this desire was not shared in my relationships and so we went our separate ways. I then set out on my own. I spent many hours reading in all kinds of forums and then after 4 unsuccessful artificial inseminations in Denmark, I was totally at the end of my tether, both physically and mentally. At some point, I got myself together again and entered the jungle of private sperm donors. There I was flooded with a flood of dubious offers. A real exchange rarely took place and two men who actually seemed serious to me didn't even show up for the first meeting. In short, a load of garbage and wasted time. But then I did meet someone. A dad of two children. Sensitive, empathetic and with the right instinct to encourage me again. We were able to talk openly about our ideas and wishes. After getting to know each other for the first time, we met in a hotel in Hamburg. Bull's eye 
One ovulation, one beautiful moment and 9 months later I'm holding a little miracle in my arms :-))) Thank you!
I wish you all the same luck and that you don't lose hope! If you have any questions, please write to me ...
Best regards Rike